Friday, June 11, 2010

Inconspicuously Ranting...

I am feeling more than a little sad and I am finding that I am stress eating. I recently talked with my brother... and discovered that what I would consider a "major family event", had taken place and no one bothered to call me. (I know that I wouldn't have been able to travel, but I would have liked to have known.) Once again, someone else decided that I didn't need to be informed. I cannot express enough how much this saddens me... and I am left to ponder why this continues to happen. It shouldn't matter anymore... but it does matter to me.

Anyway... all I can say is that, Yes, I am stress eating. I didn't even realize until this afternoon. It's been over a week, and I have pigged out on everything I can get my hands on in the morning and afternoon. All that weight I've lost, has been packed on again. This also makes me very sad... and it's my own fault. Part of it is also my back issue and how much it hurts me when I move wrong. (Enough to stop me in my tracks... breath-losing pain.)

I don't really know where this blog post is going... I guess I'm trying to vent and rant... as inconspicuously as possible.

I do need to go outside and water my plants and flowers. I need to "deadhead" and I have a few things that need to be re-potted. I don't feel like it... which is a way of saying that if I don't want to play in the flowers that I must be depressed! I am sure I'll feel better in a few days... don't worry... I'll be back soon!

Thanks for reading... be blessed!


Anonymous said...

Suzanne - I hope things go better for you! Think good thoughts, honey - you deserve nothing less!

J said...

Hi Suzanne,
Hope you feel better. You've been through a lot lately.
Would love to see some pics of all your pretty flowers?